Monday, October 11, 2010
Guess what ? I'm so not being myself now !!!
got really no mood !! about what i'm feeling now ?? err... obviously, UNHAPPY !!
when pulau ubin since 22 till 23 oct.. was hoping to read dearest blog with a big smile.. hoping her post to be a long one.. instead, its a short one ! omg !! she spent 3-4 hr on the net, 'blogging', bt that's all she could say ? and didn't even elaborate what happen on 15th oct like how she wud post after every exciting day ?? OMG !! i'm damn pissed !!
Now, actually finds out that she said 'lurve yaa' to her fren, syafaat... wow !! 'tot eu will nvr ever said lurve yaa to anybody not event ur fren ??' WTF !! adding more disaster, i'm like making my way home from kak wati house alone just nw!! AARGH !! fine !! she's aslip n tired, having headache ... WATEVER BBY !! kai fb tk pening kpalerh ehk ??!! watever !!
surprisingly, nothing in her fb status is about me today !! WTF !! its all about her pathetic pics with that fucker !! -.- cum on!! i'm not dead oritee !! i did say something on my status.. eu did even ignore my status !!! grr... wat were eu thinking ??? what !! omg !!
Labels: think in watever eu doing
Saturday, October 9, 2010
After what has happen this few month, i just choose to blog back.. ermm.. yaa.. but.. things becuming more n more complicated.. haiiiss... alot, lot, loads of thing happening to me.. things becumin just more and more 'great'.. haiiiss... well.. not gonna share everything now... but perhaps 1 day, 1 story? ermm..
throughout this period when i dunn really blog, i've been through alot of hardship n big,big,big obstacle.. i was relii very weak. i don't find myself having any strength at all.. moreover, i'm taking pte 'o' now.. haiiiss.. i just wish everything went smoothly till my o exam.. ermm.. i was just wondering now... how wud people react when the world is at peace? ermm.. i just wish my probs will just be blown away .. i seriously cn't face it anymore.. feel like giving up..
but still, i'm nt givin up... y? i had much support from my lurve ones.. i used to be fucking alone.. but now, i gt them.. ibu? yat? no!! its makngah family n of cause, dearest wifey, PUTRI UMIRA BTE A. RASYID. they make me stand tall...
bout her, i'm still wif her.. she will never ever slip to someone else arm.. i promise.. i swear!! but.. throughout this goin to 5 month rshp, we both had gone through alot .. n, i repeat agaiin.. its fucking alot!! but, both of us are still strong.. i just wish, eu wud be this strong all the way hunney.. lets fight this together.. ermm.. fer mr n mrs 'know everything', eu guys r being unreasonable.. do wat eu wann her to.. go ahead! i swear.. i'll bring her safely to my arm.. as i knw, she needs me.. eu know what? ur doinn r makin me more n more powerful! eu challenging me.. n, I ACCEPT UR CHALLENGE!!
watever it is, she's my property, she's mine forever...
Labels: imagination r the key word to F.U reality
